Mood of the day: Kinda sad Action of the moment: Doing questa club n exploring the Tarot
Sanity is elusive. True? Possibly, i reckon. At least to half a dozen pple out there around me right now. Hols seem to have a reverse calming effect on pple huh. Now that everyone has too much time on their own, they tend to let their thoughts run wild. N I cant say i aint one of them. Hiaks..Complete insanity.
I want to get my life back on track. Its erm straying out of sheer boredom? Mad. Now i think i rather not be a tai-tai next time cos I will surely go nuts everyday just slacking around in the house. Tsk tsk..how can anyone adjust to such a sedentary life? Im impressed.Very.
Hmm shawn finally played the violin for me yesterday. Heh. I have been bugging him to let me hear since my birthdae? Lol. That was like ages ago. But seeing him play makes me wanna learn too. Heh think i really must learn to bridle the urge to pick up new things. Or else my list will just be neverending. Anyway i have already drawn up a list of stuff i wanna accomplish (ok, i hope to accomplish) during the hols. Ehh, i wouldnt say the list is short cos it sure does look more on the lengthy side to me. =p
Hmm issit right to expect so much out of pple? Someone once told me something that i can still remember vividly til to this day. The person said to me: " Did u expect too much out of me, thats y when i din meet ur expectations, u became disappointed in me?" Ignoring the context when these words were spoken, i think it holds true for most other situations as well. But frankly, the only reason why i can be disappointed in someone does not steer far from one word: concern.
Sorry, i seem to be harping on the same topic over n over again. Enuf of my rantings.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:03 AM
Existence
A lone Piscean in this world
11.03.1984
꿈을 잃은 아이
Frigging irrational
Works solely on emotion
Nonchalent about reality
Advocate of Atheism
Not a people's person, but an animals' person
Only belief - 대한민국